those moments when...

- when no one recognizes you, because you're hair is colored, and have new bangs.
- when you see him at your brothers football game, and you both awkwardly wave. and that's it.
- when your pants that haven't fit you since sophomore year, suddenly fit again.
- when you get hit on by two creeps in the same week.
- when you are avoiding packing up your room.
- when you go boating. and just love life.
- when you get frosties with the best friend.
- when your family takes you to market street grill, and it's devine.
- when your great grandfather makes you laugh so hard, because he's quite the jokester.
- when you breakdown, and get mad. and realize... it's not worth it.
- when you listen to newly purchased music.


happy weekend.  

i've been hit.

Confused about it,
But willing & ready to spill out my secrets

Rules 

1) Write eleven facts about yourself

2) Answer the following questions the 'tagger' has set for you.

3) Provide 11 new questions.

4) Tag away, Link away & Inform away.

let's talk facts.

One: I am moving to logan in two days. and i'm going to miss my friends here terribly.

Two: I really hate milk. it's awful stuff.

Three: I will one day be a national geographic photographer. just wait and see.

Four: I wish quite often i'd find a boy to love.
Five: I want to be in lake powell. always.
Six: I'm afraid of pain. irrational or rational? I haven't decided yet.

Seven: I want to cut all my hair off. but the second I do.. I know i'll cry.

Eight: I really want an iguana. 

Nine: I am really excited for my water aerobics class in the fall.

Ten: I got a job.
Eleven: I have o.c.d. personality. bad. 

Kell, has asked..

One) Cats or Dogs: dogs. cat's are awful little beasts. 

Two) Name of your favorite Temple.: Palmyra, and Logan.

Three) Favorite Date you've ever been on and why.: i don't know if i'm willing to talk about it. it brings back some bitter feelings i now have. 

Four) The best store to buy clothes.: i usually hate shopping.

Five) Most important thing on your list of 100 things to do.: i'm still working on that list. but of what i have i'd say grow old with a boy i love. 

Six) Favorite childhood memory.: bike rides, and hiking. i don't do that often anymore.

Seven) An actor you absolutely swoon over.: joseph gorden leavitt.

Eight) Toilet paper rolled over or under.: over.

Nine) Your favorite year in school & why.: junior year. it was the most spontaneous time i've ever had.

Ten) If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be and why.: i would be more outgoing. because it would be nice to have more friends sometimes.

Eleven) Favorite board game.: i love most board games actually. 

let's hear it. 

one. what are you reading currently?

two. what inspires you?

three. popsicles or ice cream?

four. if you could have anything in the world what would it be?

five. dreamworks or disney?

six. video or still shot?

seven. what's your secret hobby?

eight. what have you ate today?

nine. can you describe something you hate in five words?

ten. what's your middle name?

eleven. fruit or veggies?

tag, you're it.

katie 

sam

kinsey

things.

snow cones. captain america. carnival. quilting. the lucky one. grandma's house. shooting range. creeps with fish. matilda. running. lord of the rings. nail painting. boys? rodeo. friends. 

i. love. summer.

blissful thinking.

lately life is bliss. and i find i can't help but smile. (:

boy

music

kisses

friends

new car

cuddling 

laughter 

pinterest

painting

snow cones

asl? OVER

julian smith videos 

journal is up to date

one more day of high school

googling what to do when bored

week. end.

singing one time by j.b. at the top of my lungs with my best friend

lost voice due to singing at the top of my lungs

bag from honduras= pink clothes

pirates of the caribbean marathon

hanging out with friends 

shoe shopping for prom

les mis soundtrack

pinterest hairdos 

just dance party 

senior pictures

jason aldean

vent parties

baby sheep

adventures

sleeping in

peer tutor

cleaning

relaxing

laughter

boy

trix

this weekend seems to be promising me a good time (:

loves.

running.
dreams that make me giggle.
smoothies.
lord of the rings.
getting lost in alpine with rachel trying to find an old folks home, and giggling a lot.
sammy's with annika.
talking to a friend i've missed terribly.
accidentally flashing all of spirt team.. and that boy i used to have a crush on.. awkward.
the earth is warming up.

update.

• wrestling is very awkward to watch.
• i might have an obsession with journal writing.
• i am giving a talk tonight. and singing a small solo, introducing a new beehive, and conducting. help me. (i don't know about you but it seems like that is a lot of breanna for one night.)
• voice lessons are lovely.
• friends. i have friends.
• pinterest is still taking over my life.
• i found that financial lit. isn't all that bad. (i write in my journal. so time flys.)
• if your pants are loose, get a belt, and save the rest of us from being scared for life. 
• homework. yeah it's not done. and i don't think it's very high on my list of priorities. 
• becoming better friends with a boy. not a boy i "like" but a boy. and i feel all cool about it. cause i've never had a guy friend. i've had friends that are guys, and then we end up liking each other, and then that blows up. and then we are no longer friends. so it's exciting to say i have a guy friend. that is nothing more than that.

it's a thursday.

do you know what thursday means?

• wearing my ski clothes.
• letting my hair hang like a dead thing on my cheeks 
• not listening in any of my classes, because i don't care anymore.
• going to chubby's with kellee, and austin.
• not caring enough to go change my shirt, even though it's covered in chalk.

but do you know what's great about thursday today?

IT'S LIKE MY FRIDAY! because i ain't going to school tomorrow. (: cause imma be in a fashion show. woot woot. (: win!  

bliss.

wuthering heights the movie

dove chocolate messages

purple turtle- fry sause

swooning over a boy

special needs mutual

lady antebellum

pattern tights

compliments

classy hair

laughter 

journal

skirts

what made you happy today?

because i want to... 

 Do you hate anyone? 

umm no.. but a step down from hate..? maybe. 

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?

no. cause i'm smitten. 

Do you drink more apple or orange juice?

orange juice (: it's my favorite. 

unless it's cheep then it's to artificial.. so i would then drink apple juice.

What time did you go to sleep Friday night?

1:00 am

are you nice to people you dislike?

                                              i try.. but sometimes.. you well... snap.

Was this summer a good one?

i've had better. but no it wasn't bad. and i had some swell adventures. (:

You receive $50 without any reason, what do you spend it on?

itunes. 

How long does it take you to fall asleep at night?

a half hour on a good night. hours on a bad night.

who are you annoyed at?

well... i plead the 5th. (it be nice to be included though.) 

Would you rather write with a gel pen or Sharpie?

sharpie. gel pens never even work..

Do you believe that love at first sight exists?

i'll let you know at a later date. 

Do you miss anyone?

yes. yes i do.

Have you ever had stitches?

no sir! and i don't plan on it.. 

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

yeah. and what was i thinking? 

are you easy to get along with?

i would hope so..

Was last night terrible?

no, it was lovely i spent it with the most amazing people. 

Is it possible to be JUST friends with someone you wanna be with?

does this answer do okay?

Meet anyone new this year?

yes indeed.

Are you a bad influence?

well sometimes i steal the decorations in the student center and hide them in my locker... is that bad influence?

What is your favorite book that you had to read for school?

catch-22

What does the last text you received say?

                                                                 "ya"- trevor jenkins 

Do you want to say something to someone?

umm i know your jealous. buy the way you act whenever i mention a date, i go to a dance with another boy, and i say i like someone. so just either man up and stop being jealous and fight for it. or just get out of my life and stop caring so much about who i like. 

Anybody you're looking forward to seeing soon?

grandma (: we are best friends 

What was the first thing you did this morning?

waking up to my mom saying. "its seven!! get out of bed!!!"

How fast does your mood change?

depends. 

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?

yes. and my mother may or may not have saw.. awkward..

Why did you last smile?

because i had to tell my mother about the mirror in the girls asl project. yeah inside joke.. don't worry about it.

Last girls you hung out with?

tori, rachel, and annika. (: love you ladies 

Have you ever thrown up in that trashcan?

no sir... 

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?

probably blessing peoples hearts in a.s.l. - some of them really struggle...-

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?

closed. i like my privacy 

Are you an official couple with the last person you kissed?

i was at one time.. not anymore though. 

i figured out that..

a) apparently you read this blog
b) i don't like you. and i don't know why i ever did.
c) the perfect way to get aquatinted with him. (have my friend set me up on a blind date.. GENIUS!! i know (: )
d) waffle wednesday is devine. and it will be an anual thing.
e) carpooling is stressing me out more than school is.
f) i really need to learn to talk to boys. because i can't. i always freeze.. and it sounds like.. uhhh, ehhh. uhh.. ummm. uhh. and then i run. FAST.

this lovely lady tagged me.. soo here goes nothing.


Last beverage = chocolate milk. because plain milk is very yucky 
Last text message = the best friend. mckinsey
Last song you listened to =  take it all- adele 
Lost someone special = yes, it's a part of life i guess 
Been depressed = it's in my past. i now believe in being happy. (: 

 LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
construction cone orange, bear lake electric blue, and rain coat yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love= not love, just "like"
Laughed until you cried = you haven't lived if you've never laughed so hard you cried.
Met someone who changed you = obviously! is this a real question?

GENERAL:
How many kids do you want to have =  2 at the most
What were you doing at midnight last night =  writing in my journal 
Name something you CANNOT wait for= when i finally meet my prince charming 
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = it would be nice if i was more outgoing 
What are you listening to right now= denver and zebbie watch popeye the sailor man
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? Yep, my utah history teacher was mr. tom, but we just called him tom.
What's getting on your nerves right now = that i'm always the awkward third wheel  
Relationship Status = single. but i don't really mind.
He or She? =I am a She & I like He’s.
Do you have a crush on someone? = yes (: but he doesn't even know me.. i'm still working on that.
What do you like about yourself? = my hair. my height. 

RIGHT NOW:
Eating = nothing. i just ate dinner and i'm stuffed
Drinking = nothing
I'm about to = go workout. 30 day shred baby!
Feeling= headache. tired. but yet in a good mood.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids = most of the time
Get Married = in the logan temple
Career = national geographic photographer (:

WHICH IS BETTER :
Lips or eyes = depends 
Hugs or kisses = kisses 
Shorter or taller = Taller.
Older or Younger = Older.
Nice stomach or nice arms= It's all about those abs..

HAVE YOU EVER :
Broken someone's heart = i sure hope not, but i might have.. 
Had your own heart broken = unfortunately i have.
Turned someone down = yes. my efy counselor told me too.. it's not my fault!!
Cried when someone died = of course. i'm a ball baby. 
Fallen for a friend = mmhmm. been there. done that. 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself = most of the time.
Miracles = of course.
Love at first sight = most definitely 
Heaven = yes. yes i do.
Santa Claus = well.. not really.. i like thanksgiving.. 
Kiss on the first date = depends on who with. 
Angels = yes! (have you hugged an angle today?)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Did you sing today? = Yes, i always sing very load and obnoxious to the radio. ask my carpool 
If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = i'd go back to that night and go visit you. cause apparently it would have made a difference. 
If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?= spontaneous night. (: 
Are you afraid of falling in love?= sometimes i'm scared of getting hurt. but then i realize i can't go living my life saying what if? and i live in the moment. (:
Do you like your life?= of course (: i love my family. i love my friends. and i love my life. it's that simple. 


now you go (: 
carrie, kinsey, linds

7x7=49 49+7=56

so last post i said i wanted to be tagged. so i could join in on this whole 7 random things.. just so i wasn't the only one not posting about this. so madi tagged me. but she tagged me 7 times. so that means 49 random facts about me. ohh but then erin also tagged me so that would be 7 more.. totaling in 56 random facts.
now i just need to see if i can think of any good ones.. hahaa

1. i have chocolatey brown eyes 2. i should be doing homework right now. but instead i'm blogging. (this happens a lot...) 3. i am a water bender  4. i drive a little nissan sentra it's red. and his name is Sullivan. 5. i have a very deep love for harry potter. VERY DEEP.  6. i like to run. no i LOVE to run.   7. construction cone orange happens to be my favorite color.  8. even though i'm tall without heels i still wear them. they give me confidence. i love em  9. i have an irrational fear of pain.  10. i've been know to pass out, hyperventilate, and have panic attacks because of this irrational fear of pain.  11. i'm known to quote movies. a lot.  12. if you opened my closet. you would find a mountain of shoes. and that my shirts are organized into the color of the rainbow.  13. i desperately want a pet iguana. but my parents refuse to get me one.  14. i absolutely love to people watch. 15. people have told me i know the lyrics to every song. (this is an exaggeration my friends. there are too many songs in the world. i don't know them all. however i do know a lot..) 16. lake powell is my heaven on earth. 17. english has a very good chance at being my favorite subject.  18. i have finished 9 journals. and in seven more pages. i will have finished 10.  19. i really want to be a modle but my parents won't let me. (they think i'll go anorexic and what not.)  20. i go on quilting retreats where i am the only young person there. (so yeah i hang out with a bunch of old ladies.. but hey it's like my favorite trip. (: )  21. i find cleaning strangely relaxing  22. when i was little. i insisted on having cocktail shrimp and spagetti for my birthday dinner. and i refused to have cake. it had to be pumpkin pie.  23. speaking of pumpkin. and being little. i used to spend quite some time with my friend katie. and her mom makes the most delicious pumpkin cookies! and i remember stealing them when katie wasn't watching. hahaaa also one year katie had her mom make me a whole platter of them for my birthday. (:  24. also i just thought of this.. the song lyin' eyes by the eagles. when i was a kid i used to think they were singing about a girl that had the eyes of a lion. like the animal. still to this day i can't listen to that song without picturing a girl with lion eyes. 25. i'm asking for a gps that talks for christmas cause i always seem to get lost. 26. give me any excuse to dress up. i will take it. and i'll most likely take it to the extreme.  27. i like to chill in my snuggie. i also drive to school wearing it when it's cold. 28. i love writing and receiving letters. it's classy  29. I LOVE TO WAKE SURF 30. i attempt to snowboard. (i sometimes knock fences over... this is true) 31. i have been to 9 countries outside of the united states.  32. i love my family and friends 33. i had to attend attendance school for the first time my whole high school career this week. 34. i struggle sometimes.. i can be blonde. even though my hair appears to be very very dark brown.. 35. cows are my favorite animal. (it's a long story) 36. i bring my nikon everywhere.  37. my dad just told me i was scared of fish when i was little... hahaa 38. i take voice lessons. that doesn't mean that i can sing.. 39. one time i ate a fisheye it was slimy  40. i'm a bit obsessive over writing everything in my calendar/planner  41. my phone is insured  42. my first kiss is probably in my top ten most embarrassing moments.  43. i don't have a middle name. but i claim it to be fae  44. my favorite number is 123  45. les mis is my favorite play. i've seen it 8 times.  46. i do not understand a single thing in football. 47. i was a dancer for 8 years. and i secretly miss it a lot.  48. my favorite song at the moment is set fire to the rain by adele  49. i want to be a wedding photographer when i grow up.  50. joseph gordon leviett is my celebrity crush  51. i hate math more than any other subject.  52. i think i might go to utah state for college   53. i need to learn to go to bed earlier on school nights.  54. sunshine. no clouds. no wind. hot. glassy lake. = perfect weather  55. i aspire to be the funnest grandma ever. because my grandma is my hero.  56. my favorite snack is crackers or toast with a spread of cream cheese. and topped with sliced tomatos

there i did it. i'm sure none of you even read them all. and if you did.. good for you. hahaa

now you go. but you only have to do 7. cause i wont tag you 8 times (:
lindsey, kinsey, katie

maybe you could help me out..

i need some help.. on things to put on my senior bucket list..