bored? maybe..

when my aunt sends everyone to bed at 10. i'm left to sketch, read, get on the computer. and wish my friends weren't two hours away. 

reality check.

i spent ten days in paradise. also known as lake powell.

however, against my will.

i was forced to return to reality.

also known  as pleasant grove.

and what was there to find in pg when i returned?

a total reality check.

life was no longer, waking up to the sound of a boat, or teenage boys having a war with spoons and coco puffs. i found that my days were no longer full of playing in the water, then basking in the sunlight until my skin became like a stove top, so i could return for more fun in the water. it was no longer having random dance parties, or eating food until i felt like a carp at rainbow bridge. it was no longer life in lake powell. 

what reality hit me with when i returned is no where near as pleasant.

in fact. 

it wasn't even pleasant.

i found that..

people can be immature, and hurtful.

when i have service.. about as many people text me as when i don't have service. hope you get that that means no one.

i find that i get so bored wandering around looking for something to do. so i cook. i hate cooking.

plus it's not good for my goal of being healthy. because cake bites are no where near healthy.

i blog. read blogs. start new blogs. 

pinterest. let's face it. that website is a vortex.

facebook. 

i need a summer hobby. 

pronto.

for a while there, i wasn't wanting to move to logan. but after this reality check. i can't wait to move and have a new adventure. and meet new people. 

 good thing i'm going to  logan tomorrow. 

even if ragnar is going to kill me.

just a little something for the pain.

just a little something for the pain

no i'm not color blind, i know the world is black and white

well everybody hurts, that's where we're all the same.

it's nine o'clock on a saturday

he keeps me up after late phone calls

when you call he doesn't answer

you tied off your arms with only pretty charms

if i were you i'd be taking it easy

dance all night play all day

you held my hand and walked me home

left everything behind i ever knew

when sky blue gets dark enough

well, you went uptown ridin' in your limousine 

here's your letter.

i wonder how i ever made it through a day

he's got tattoos and piercings 

all the waiters in your grand cafe 

on the other side of the street in knew

easy come easy go, that's just how you live

you my friend 

i took a chance, i took a shot

we had never known about the days to come

it sure looks like this love is winding  down

hermit crabs in colored shells

alone in this house again tonight

i've been thinking about you and how we used to be

forever could never be long enough for me

don't shut me out

obviously i'm in a little pain.. caused by wrecking my car, and having a four wheeler mishap. so i thought i'd just lay in bed and write a poem by putting my ipod on shuffle and typing the first line of each song.

i don't know why i love doing this. but i do. and it surprises me every time how it actually can mesh and fit together even with the most random songs. 

bored?

i don't know about you, but these are the largest grapes i've ever laid my eyes on.

they are bigger than my eyes... that's awkward.

happy thursday (:

lexi has tagged me.

the rules

-Post these rules

-Post a photo and eleven random things about yourself

-Answer the questions provided by the one who tagged you

-Create eleven new questions for the people you tag

-Contact those you choose and let them know they've been tagged

yeah i'm a cute kid. 

 11 things

1. i'm almost an adult. april 4th is the big day. 

2. i love cows. and i collect cow stuff. this is truth.

3. my favorite storybook as a kid was chicka chicka boom boom

4. it's been a year and 4 days since i've been smooched. but who's counting?

5. i want to live at lake powell. but unfortunately it's illegal. i've looked into it.

6. i organize my bookshelf by color. and then alphabetize the books according to color. you could say o.c.d.

7. i'm rarely found without my hand sanitizer. 

8. I reaaaaally want an iguana. but everyone in the world is against me having one. 

9. if a celebrity took me on a date. it would be joseph gordon leavitt. 

10. dumb and dumber is my all time favorite movie. 

11. i love music. more than food. -august rush.

From Lexi

1. If you met yourself this day two years ago, whats the number one piece of advice you'd give yourself? i would tell myself that he is just a boy. and a year from now you wont give him a second glance because he isn't worth your time.

2. Whats your ideal, go to outfit? today it would be something along these lines

3. If your life were made into a movie what actress would play you? Or more importantly, what actor would play your spouse? easy. it would obviously be this duo.

4. If you had one million dollars whats the first thing you'd buy? a plane ticket.

5. If you could meet anyone, dead or alive, who would you meet? ansel adams.

6. Audrey Hepburn or Marilyn Monroe? Audrey.

7. Favorite Dr. Seuss book and why? the lorax. my dad used to read me that book when i was little.

8. First kiss story, let us hear it. well i was 15. and i was clueless. and i happened to be hanging out with this guy. and before he left he gave me a hug. and as he pulled away, the next thing i knew he was coming at my face with his eyes closed and his lips all puckered up. (obviously it's the funniest face i've ever seen.) and as he touches my lips i start laughing my head off. so embarrassing.

9. Your wedding day is tomorrow. What are your colors, your dress, and the temple? grey and mustard yellow. in the logan temple (:

10. Favorite Disney princess? rapunzel (:

11. Whats the best advice you'd give to a girl who is trying to forget a boy who she reeeeeaaaalllylikes? talk to new boys. your bound to find another crush. 

from me to you.

1. what's your embarrassing moment? come on let's hear it.

2. what was your favorite toy growing up?

3. what's your dream car?

4. what is your favorite song at the moment?

5. katy perry or riannah?

6. christmas or thanksgiving?

7. french toast, waffles, pancakes, or crepes?

8. if you could buy a plane ticket to anywhere, where would it be?

9. where is your favorite place to eat?

10. what would be the best adventure?

11. cats, dogs, or iguana?

tag you're it.

Katie from a face without freckles is a night without stars.

Cassie from Cherish the moment.

Mckinsey from live, laugh, love.

this is what i've succumbed to..

sometimes i get bored. really really really bored. so what do i do...? put my ipod on shuffle and write down the first line of the song. to make a story. that's a bit interesting..

silent night

don't cry

let's go back, back to the beginning.

i believe in dreaming, shooting for the stars

she's all laid up in bed with a broken heart

i'm not surprised not everything lasts.

you're such a flirt

one more depending on a prayer

i was sitting on my doorstep

sparks fly, i hit the ground running

making my way downtown walking fast.

you take a deep breath and you walk through the doors

7 am the usual morning line up.

don't go breaking my heart 

how ironic it all seems

i got my boots on

you were in college working part time waiting tables

story of my life

saturday night and you're still hanging around

i never thought that i was so blind

if i told you tonight that i loved you

the time i would spend

turn it up

summer loving had me a blast

there's nothing you can do to turn me away

all those crazy nights

anytime you feel

for the longest time 

trying not to hope to hard for what i want.

yeah someone call me.. i'm going crazy and need to get out of the house..