college.

i'm now officially a student of utah state university. 

and i think i'm gonna like it there.

and i'm already in love with the art department. 

especially tj. 

in the first ten minutes i knew this guy... this is what he said to me.

"girl! you know how to dress yourself!! you got some swag!!  but us art people always know how to dress our selves." 

he even had a nick name for me by the end of registration.

swazzagirl. 

he should be my best friend. 

i also start training for my job in logan on monday. 

i can't wait to move up to logan. it's calling my name!!! 

to bad i have to get my wisdom teeth out on tuesday... 

so it'll be at least another week before the move.

reality check.

i spent ten days in paradise. also known as lake powell.

however, against my will.

i was forced to return to reality.

also known  as pleasant grove.

and what was there to find in pg when i returned?

a total reality check.

life was no longer, waking up to the sound of a boat, or teenage boys having a war with spoons and coco puffs. i found that my days were no longer full of playing in the water, then basking in the sunlight until my skin became like a stove top, so i could return for more fun in the water. it was no longer having random dance parties, or eating food until i felt like a carp at rainbow bridge. it was no longer life in lake powell. 

what reality hit me with when i returned is no where near as pleasant.

in fact. 

it wasn't even pleasant.

i found that..

people can be immature, and hurtful.

when i have service.. about as many people text me as when i don't have service. hope you get that that means no one.

i find that i get so bored wandering around looking for something to do. so i cook. i hate cooking.

plus it's not good for my goal of being healthy. because cake bites are no where near healthy.

i blog. read blogs. start new blogs. 

pinterest. let's face it. that website is a vortex.

facebook. 

i need a summer hobby. 

pronto.

for a while there, i wasn't wanting to move to logan. but after this reality check. i can't wait to move and have a new adventure. and meet new people. 

 good thing i'm going to  logan tomorrow. 

even if ragnar is going to kill me.

important.

i'm changing my url. so if you want to keep following let me know and i'll get it to you. (:

call me crazy.

sometimes i tell my mother i'll go on a diet with her.
last time i said that. i didn't even last a day.
but this time.. i will finish strong!
even though i almost cried when i was informed that i couldn't eat carbs, sugar, or fruit.
wanna know what i've eaten today?
celery.
laughing cow cheese.
cheese ice cream... don't even ask..
and..
a peper stuffed with cream cheese. (which was really nappy. made me gag. and i spit the thing out! which surprised me, because i'm not a picky eater..)
i feel like a rabbit.
but like i said. i'm going strong this time. i will have the self control to keep going.
and on the bright side it's day three. that's a lot better than before. also.. that means in eleven days. i'm aloud to add fruit to the menu. (:

wish me luck. because im going to need it.

i hope you like my hurr.. cause i have dyed it.. with kool aid..

before 

after

pretend the pictures aren't nasty. and that i don't have a cheesy smile as zebbie called it. 

also it looks better not in the pictures.. because the lighting was terrible. so my hair does look different folks. 

and for kicks and giggles (:

different.

a new look.

 yes? no? maybe?

what do you think...

the calendar

i need something spontaneous in my life. i'm sick of the same thing day in and day out.  

changes

i needed a change in my life.
so i changed my blog.
hahaa


plus also.
i love my mother (:
we sometimes fight about what to say to boys i'm texting.
she's trying to get this guy to take me to the football game. it's not gonna happen.
hahaa!
she told me if i didn't answer the boy in five minutes. she wouldn't get me a costa vida salad.
BLACK MAIL!!!
hahaa
ohhhh boys (: gotta love them!