-i just want to know what he's thinking. what's going through his mind. why is it that sometimes we can be best friends. and other times we pretend to not notice each other. why is it that you show interest, and then suddenly it's not there. why is it that you want me to be a part of things that are in your life, but when i'm there, i feel like nothing but an awkward third wheel. why can't things just be normal? i'm not asking for things to go back to the way they were. because i know that wont happen. but can we at least establish some sort of friendship. instead of this wishy washy love hate relationship thing we have going on..
- i've noticed that i judge people a little to quickly. or maybe that's not it. i just see what i want to see. or what i don't want to see. and i don't really give them the chance. but people are people. and i'm beginning to realize that no one is perfect. everyone has their corks, and i need to realize that just because people might seem odd, different, or maybe even stalkerish... i need to at least give them a chance.
- i'm beginning to realize i shouldn't have to change who i am for anyone. i just need to be me. and the right person will find me. and he will love everything about me. because i wont be fake. i will be nothing but breanna. the key is just waiting for him. which can be tedious. seeing how impatient i am.. but at the same time. i'm only 17 let's not worry about it! let's just live a little! or a lot!
- also tummy.. STOP HURTING. i'd really like to enjoy thanksgiving by eating more food than is healthy for your average human. but i can't really do that if your always making me feel like i wanna go and puke. do we have a deal?
well not that any of you really care. but this is what happens to be going through my head.
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