anxiety..?

i went to the dentist this morning.. and let's just say..  i don't like the dentist. at all. even if it is garry wilson who is in my ward and everything. don't get me wrong. i like garry. i hate dentist. are you picking up what i'm throwing down? but i get a lot of anxiety while at the dentist..

i probably look kinda like this guy.. i struggle a lot. but hey at least i don't pass out at the dentist. i'll leave that for more special occasions like.. going to the doctor (eye doctor included). or being on my period. or slamming my finger in a car door. or maybe even just being there when my sister gets her ears pierced..

if you haven't already guessed... i'm 99% sure i have a fear of pain. and i'm 99% sure that it's a big phobia.

i struggle.. but hey i'm over it. i've learned to laugh about it.