maybe you could help me out..

i need some help.. on things to put on my senior bucket list..

yeah i struggle..

sometimes my friends mock me... (brayden)
because i gag on my ibuprofen... hahaa you try swallowing it with no water..

i swear this kid always catches me at my most awkward moments... hahaa

lalalala whatever. lalalala it doesn't matter (:

just great..

so a cute boy who i haven't talked to in...well...forever... talked to me today.
it was kind of awkward.
knowing we used to be pretty good friends. and now we aren't.
and knowing that i used to swoon over the guy.. hahaa
but hey. it was a nice little chat.
once we got past some of the awkwardness.. and that awkward hand shake... and that awkward hug.. hahaa
and i'm not gonna lie.
i quite enjoyed talking to him.
i might have to talk to him a bit more.. (: just saying.

but here's the deal.
i get home after talking to this boy.
and i look in the mirror.
and i realize my face is totally pealing. and it looks bad.
i'm mortified!!
he probably thinks i have a disease..
great.. just great..

good grief

first week of senior year? done.
holy cow. i feel old.

and i'm scared for the future. i don't want to grow up. i'm not ready.

 i love high school.      for the most part.

anyway. i hope i just go out with a bang! make some memories worth remembering.

are you picking up what i'm throwing down?

thanks blondie

Every girl wants you to be her man
But I'll wait my dear 'til it's my turn

I'm not the kind of girl who gives up just like that


yeah sometimes i feel like this.. 

i'm cool like that.

sometimes i by accident.. hit keegan in the hall way.
i also sometimes confuse nate for my mother.

i love awkward moments like this. they make life interesting.. hahaa

do you remember..?

sometimes i deep clean my room. and i find an extra credit assignment from my english class last year. from like october.. so it's like almost a year old. insane..

this paper was about the time i went and saw   .

i had almost completely forgotten about this adventure. and i laughed my head off when i found this paper.

i happened to go to this movie with brayden, alisha, and hailey.
and if i remember correctly..
-we saw brayden leaving as we were walking in. and talked him into coming and watching with us.
-i actually answered my phone in the theater, because brayden called me to ask where we were sitting. i got some great death glares.
-the movie wasn't that great.
-the movie was pretty sketchy.
-brayden could have possibly been the only guy there.
-i fell asleep. more than once. good thing brayden woke me up. hahaa
-brayden wrote down all sorts of quotes from the movie in his quote book.
-brayden said he thought about creepily holding my hand while i was asleep. just to freak me out. and lets be real i swooned at the thought of him holding my hand. and i wished he would have. hahaa
-this was before any of us could drive. so we had to be picked up.
-haliey's mom teased me about having a crush on brayden. hahaa


hahaa this was a great day. i'm glad i cleaned my room so i could be reminded of it (: