you [used to] make my dreams

you [used to] call me hun, cutie, cutie pie, beautiful, gorgeous... you know the whole works.. you [used to] call me on the phone every night. we would stay up talking for hours sometimes. you [used to] make me laugh. you [used to] kiss me sweetly on the cheek while we were watching a movie. you [used to] kiss me in the spotlight on your front porch not caring that all my friends were watching. you [used to] make my dreams.

now we're just kinda well... awkward friends.. yeah that's what we are.. i still seem to look back on all our memories. and they're good ones. they still bring a smile to my face. and i can still find myself laughing about our inside jokes. even if it may be just quietly to myself.. and i'm still a little sad how things ended up.. even if it's been a couple months. and i still might tend to get a little jealous of all the other girls you will be talking to.. making their dreams.. but for the most part.. like 98%... i've got new dreams..

and i'm cool with being friends.. even if that means ..awkward friends... 

a bit of bad luck...

is it really so hard?
all i wanted in life was to go boating..
but i killed it's battery..
and then my family sleeps in.
looks like it will be a long while before i get to go out on enzo again.
seeing i have girls camp.
and then a family reunion... yay....

water fights, water slides, noodles, and sprinklers

sometimes i play with my friend kinsey (:

and sometimes we get in a water fight... HA

and when we're through with that. cause our jeans are soaked.

we decide... well hey let's go get our swimming suits. 

because kinsey has a legit water slide in her back yard.

so we went down that a few times.

but after a few grass burns, and being shoved into the batting cage at incredible rates, and jumping the noodle jump.. 

we decide to just run through the sprinklers.

and have a fight with noodles. 

HAHAHA

then we laid out in the sun. so we could get tan.

this was a typical summer day. 

one little water fight at the park started a whole water fiesta!!

i LOVE summer (:

even though it hurts you're my favorite pain.

this is one of my favorite songs.. 

and sometimes i just personalize it to me.

i just sing about a him (:

or sometimes i'd like to think there was a guy out there who'd leave a trail of roses that would lead me back home.

All my friends are coming over 
And I hope nobody told her 
She has a way of turning sunshine into rain 
I've got on that shirt she hates 
I just know that face she'll make 
Even though it hurts, she's my favorite pain 
She never drives her car, she drives me crazy 
She went out of gas, and somehow I?m to blame 

I?ll take her out and drop her off 
On the outskirts of our town 
I?ll leave a trail of roses that?ll lead back home (so come back home)
She?ll pick a fight for no good reason 
She knows I?ll never leave 
I love her half to death, 
But she?s killing me 

All my friends, they say they like her 
But I know behind my back, 
they all think the same things, that I do 
She spends her daddy?s credit card, 
And says that I?m the one who?s lazy 
She?s like a dream and a nightmare coming true 

I?ll take her out and drop her off 
On the outskirts of our town 
I?ll leave a trail of roses that?ll lead back home (so come back home)
She?ll pick a fight for no good reason 
She knows I?ll never leave 
I love her half to death, 
But she?s killing me 

And I wouldn?t have it any other way 


She can change her clothes 
She can change her hair 
But she?ll always be the same 
So I went out and bought her roses 
She complained about the thorns 
I caught her smiling 
And that?s what I do it for 


I?ll take her out and drop her off 
On the outskirts of our town 
I?ll leave a trail of roses that?ll lead back home (so come back home)
She?ll pick a fight for no good reason 
She knows I?ll never leave 
I love her half to death, 
Oh yeah, I love her half to death 

I?ll take her out and drop her off 
On the outskirts of our town 
I?ll leave a trail of roses that?ll lead back home (so come back home)
She?ll pick a fight for no good reason 
She knows I?ll never leave 
I love her half to death, 
But she?s killing me 
She?s killing me 
Oh ohhh

BOAT!!!

sometimes my best friend and me.

we play this game.

as we're riding in the car.

i don't really know what it's called.

so i'm just gonna call it ...boat..

easy enough.

here's how you play.

1. look for boats.
2. when you see the boat scream boat at the top of your lungs.
3. try to find the most boats.
4. you can't call boats. ( you have to see it in the flesh)
5. and you can't call the same boat twice. (no matter how many times you drive past it.)

obviously we find ways to entertain ourselves.

seeing as we drove around town last night yelling BOAT!!! 

and guess who won (:

ME!! 

BOAT!!

so.... you tell me.

so my friend annika told me to go watch this music video.

because she said it was weird.

she said it reminded her of the little mermaid.

when the sea witch takes her voice.

personally it reminded me of dementors on harry potter.

so i guess this story has two morals.

1: don't go to the sea witch and give her your voice.

2: don't kiss a dementor 

hmmm

sometimes i wonder if anyone ever reads this blog.
or if i'm just talking to no one.
which would result in me talking to myself.
that's cool.
unless that means i have like schizophrenia or something.