laugh with me. please.

this. made me giggle uncontrollably. i'm still giggling. and it's been days since i first watched. 

thanks mckinnah for telling me about this.

reality check.

i spent ten days in paradise. also known as lake powell.

however, against my will.

i was forced to return to reality.

also known  as pleasant grove.

and what was there to find in pg when i returned?

a total reality check.

life was no longer, waking up to the sound of a boat, or teenage boys having a war with spoons and coco puffs. i found that my days were no longer full of playing in the water, then basking in the sunlight until my skin became like a stove top, so i could return for more fun in the water. it was no longer having random dance parties, or eating food until i felt like a carp at rainbow bridge. it was no longer life in lake powell. 

what reality hit me with when i returned is no where near as pleasant.

in fact. 

it wasn't even pleasant.

i found that..

people can be immature, and hurtful.

when i have service.. about as many people text me as when i don't have service. hope you get that that means no one.

i find that i get so bored wandering around looking for something to do. so i cook. i hate cooking.

plus it's not good for my goal of being healthy. because cake bites are no where near healthy.

i blog. read blogs. start new blogs. 

pinterest. let's face it. that website is a vortex.

facebook. 

i need a summer hobby. 

pronto.

for a while there, i wasn't wanting to move to logan. but after this reality check. i can't wait to move and have a new adventure. and meet new people. 

 good thing i'm going to  logan tomorrow. 

even if ragnar is going to kill me.

neglect.

the blog has been neglected. that can only mean one thing. it's summer (:

i'm in love.

it happened to be one of those nights. the nights when all your friends are busy. and your family is irritating you. so you go downstairs to watch a movie. picking a movie at my house is a long process. but i finally decided on one i've been meaning to see for a long time.

i am in LOVE with this movie!! and yes it made me cry  no sob!! if you have not seen this movie. go watch it. as soon as possible. because it currently rates as my favorite movie. 

soap opera sunday.

sunday is now soap opera sunday. this will consist of me telling you crazy, awkward, and spontaneous stories of my life.

so here's to the first story..

i'm on my period..

i was sitting in a stuffy class room, that was over flowing with people. in fact there was so many people, katie and i didn't even have desks. we had to sit in the back of the classroom on chairs, next to the skeleton, and other body sculptures they used in the medical anatomy class. It was fourth period, and i was antsy. i was more than ready to go home. had it really only been 2 minutes since i last looked at the clock?? i was in for a long class period. but it's ASL, this is expected. my teacher announced we would be taking a quiz. i don't know why he did. we take one in that class every day. but i pulled out my notebook and pencil, and sat staring at the clock waiting to begin. the class was louder than usual, and i noticed the people in that class were irritating me more than usual. suddenly i'd forgotten i was taking a quiz, as i became as sweaty as a popsicle looks in the middle of summer. a wave of nausea came over me. and the worst of it.. my uterus felt like it was going to blow up into a million pieces. i was going to die. or so i thought. i had to get to the bathroom. there was no way i was going to puke in front of all these people. so i turned to katie and said i was going to throw up. and i stood and ran out of the classroom. in the hall way my senses started to go numb. and i made it about ten feet out of my classroom, when i knew it was game over. i've passed out before. so when i started losing my senses, and i started to slowly black out. i knew what was coming. i have no idea how long i was passed out for. but i don't think it was very long. cause when i've passed out before it's never for a long time. but anyways.. as i started to come back to my senses, i noticed i was breathing really irregularly. which is normal after i've passed out. i also noticed i was pooling in my sticky sweat. the next thing i realized was. my face. yes my face. was on the floor of my high school hallway.. i let out an unpleasant moan and rolled on my back as fast as i could, thinking of all the germs and possible std's.. i was just smothering my face with. this was when i realized. i was not the only one occupying the hall. i look over to see a boy. not to mention a very attractive boy. he was standing about ten feet from me. he was looking bewildered at me with his head cocked to a slight angle.

to be continued

the final countdown.

i have so many things i've been looking forward too.. that are finally practically here.

in 4 days i will graduate from high school.

in 6 days i will be off to lake powell. (: 

and i could possibly be living in logan in 2-3 weeks.

so here's to the final countdown!! 

blissful thinking.

lately life is bliss. and i find i can't help but smile. (:

boy

music

kisses

friends

new car

cuddling 

laughter 

pinterest

painting

snow cones

asl? OVER

julian smith videos 

journal is up to date

one more day of high school

googling what to do when bored