good [works]

good works great wonders (:

goods today..

- i enjoyed seminary. (which can sometimes be hard for me)
- shelton complimented me on my daily presentation. i like knowing i had a job well done.
- sundance ski passes. i can't wait for the snowboarding season.
- knowing i get to be the first to race my fish at lunch tomorrow (: your all jealous!
- being in a pageant. it's always been a dream of mine.
- finding out that people look up to me, and want to be like me.
- wearing a pretty dress. (even if it brought back some awkward memories)
- red lipstick. i'm obsessed.
- hanging out (doing gov. & cit. homework) with a friend, that i quite miss hanging out with.
- working on the S.P.F.H. (slide. project. from. hell. - dad named it not me)
- singing/screaming at the top of my lungs to the radio while driving.
- heels (:

who am i kidding?

sometimes my phone buzzes. and then i look to see whom it is. it's him and i get butterflies.

annoyed? yeah a bit.

i wish people would stop telling me i need to just go up and talk to him. because obviously it's more complicated than that. and they just don't understand.

what are you thinking?

working out is bliss. that boy is attractive, but i find myself slowly giving up on him. quilting is a lovely hobby that makes me feel like an old woman. my room is a disaster, and needs a cleansing. new wardrobe is needed. inspiration with the camera is needed. (someone give me an assignment). nightmare before christmas needs to be watched. and i want michael buble's new christmas album, but can't buy it until after thanksgiving. because poor thanksgiving always gets skipped over by all the crazy christmas fanatics out there. millions of projects to get done for skull (aka school.. don't get the joke? then go watch winnie the pooh's grand adventure) but there is no desire to get them done, because they aren't due for a couple weeks. 

welcome to my life story as of today. 

one day more

in less than 24 hours i will be on my way to park city. for..... quilting retreat!! this is a very big deal. it's better than christmas. (:

i figured out that..

a) apparently you read this blog
b) i don't like you. and i don't know why i ever did.
c) the perfect way to get aquatinted with him. (have my friend set me up on a blind date.. GENIUS!! i know (: )
d) waffle wednesday is devine. and it will be an anual thing.
e) carpooling is stressing me out more than school is.
f) i really need to learn to talk to boys. because i can't. i always freeze.. and it sounds like.. uhhh, ehhh. uhh.. ummm. uhh. and then i run. FAST.

Bleh

It's one of two things.
- I'm a terrible actress
- or people are just really good at guessing that I'm not okay.