thoughts

sometimes i wonder why bad things happen to good people. it's not really fair. but i have to keep telling my self life isn't fair. and it's all a part of my heavenly fathers plan. and i have to keep faith that everything will be okay. i'm going to pray for you good people. because it seems only fair for me to help you when you've helped me.

happy halloween (:

here's you some holiday spirit (: zebbie as Helga G. Pataki. and me as mulan (not a geisha..)

hope you've all had a lot of tricks and treats (:

nightmare before christmas

first of all i adore this movie (: ask grandma! she'll tell you about how every time i went to stay at her house as a kid, she'd let me watch a movie before bed. and it was always this movie! and yes i'm a little sad that all the creeper kids wear jack on there clothes, and what not. because it almost  ruins the movie for me. but that's not really the point.

seeing as it's halloween tomorrow.. i thought i'd mix it up a bit. and share with you my christmas list.




1. a pet iguana  2. and vintage styled clothes, shoes, and accessories.

that is all (:

so have a happy halloween folks (:

and if you come by trick-or-treating to my humble abode. you will find i'm playing this song.

ohh and i'm dressing up as mulan (: i'll sare a picture soon (:

hmm it's saturday..

i have a couple options
 -stake dance
-birthday party.
-or something else.

he texted me asking me what i was doing tonight. so i'm thinking he's gonna ask me to hang out!! so i get all dolled up.

and i haven't felt this pretty in awhile..
(i look better in real life...the pictures aren't that great..)

but then he doesn't even text me back.. loser.

so i got all dolled up for nothing...







so therefore it's either birthday party.. (where i wont know anyone..)
or stake dance (where i'll have to get un-dolled up. and put on  a costume and go dance with 14 year olds)
or drive up to grandmas house, to get zebbies costume ( sounds pretty anti-social if you ask me.,)

what i'm getting at, is i'm annoyed with this boy, he got my hopes up. and now here i am not knowing what to do with my saturday night.

sooo..guess what

HE KNOWS WHO I AM!!!!! 


but who's making it a big deal?? (:

Heartache

How do I explain it. When I don't know what to say?

now what?

i don't know what to do with myself.  i don't have any homework.. it's a miracle

someone should call me up and we'll play (: