Thursday, October 13, 2011

i am so... what?

i friend said to me yesterday
"you are always so..." 
then he walked away.. 




i would really like to know what he was going to say.
it's making me crazy that i don't know.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

7x7=49 49+7=56

so last post i said i wanted to be tagged. so i could join in on this whole 7 random things.. just so i wasn't the only one not posting about this. so madi tagged me. but she tagged me 7 times. so that means 49 random facts about me. ohh but then erin also tagged me so that would be 7 more.. totaling in 56 random facts.
now i just need to see if i can think of any good ones.. hahaa

1. i have chocolatey brown eyes 2. i should be doing homework right now. but instead i'm blogging. (this happens a lot...) 3. i am a water bender  4. i drive a little nissan sentra it's red. and his name is Sullivan. 5. i have a very deep love for harry potter. VERY DEEP.  6. i like to run. no i LOVE to run.   7. construction cone orange happens to be my favorite color.  8. even though i'm tall without heels i still wear them. they give me confidence. i love em  9. i have an irrational fear of pain.  10. i've been know to pass out, hyperventilate, and have panic attacks because of this irrational fear of pain.  11. i'm known to quote movies. a lot.  12. if you opened my closet. you would find a mountain of shoes. and that my shirts are organized into the color of the rainbow.  13. i desperately want a pet iguana. but my parents refuse to get me one.  14. i absolutely love to people watch. 15. people have told me i know the lyrics to every song. (this is an exaggeration my friends. there are too many songs in the world. i don't know them all. however i do know a lot..) 16. lake powell is my heaven on earth. 17. english has a very good chance at being my favorite subject.  18. i have finished 9 journals. and in seven more pages. i will have finished 10.  19. i really want to be a modle but my parents won't let me. (they think i'll go anorexic and what not.)  20. i go on quilting retreats where i am the only young person there. (so yeah i hang out with a bunch of old ladies.. but hey it's like my favorite trip. (: )  21. i find cleaning strangely relaxing  22. when i was little. i insisted on having cocktail shrimp and spagetti for my birthday dinner. and i refused to have cake. it had to be pumpkin pie.  23. speaking of pumpkin. and being little. i used to spend quite some time with my friend katie. and her mom makes the most delicious pumpkin cookies! and i remember stealing them when katie wasn't watching. hahaaa also one year katie had her mom make me a whole platter of them for my birthday. (:  24. also i just thought of this.. the song lyin' eyes by the eagles. when i was a kid i used to think they were singing about a girl that had the eyes of a lion. like the animal. still to this day i can't listen to that song without picturing a girl with lion eyes. 25. i'm asking for a gps that talks for christmas cause i always seem to get lost. 26. give me any excuse to dress up. i will take it. and i'll most likely take it to the extreme.  27. i like to chill in my snuggie. i also drive to school wearing it when it's cold. 28. i love writing and receiving letters. it's classy  29. I LOVE TO WAKE SURF 30. i attempt to snowboard. (i sometimes knock fences over... this is true) 31. i have been to 9 countries outside of the united states.  32. i love my family and friends 33. i had to attend attendance school for the first time my whole high school career this week. 34. i struggle sometimes.. i can be blonde. even though my hair appears to be very very dark brown.. 35. cows are my favorite animal. (it's a long story) 36. i bring my nikon everywhere.  37. my dad just told me i was scared of fish when i was little... hahaa 38. i take voice lessons. that doesn't mean that i can sing.. 39. one time i ate a fisheye it was slimy  40. i'm a bit obsessive over writing everything in my calendar/planner  41. my phone is insured  42. my first kiss is probably in my top ten most embarrassing moments.  43. i don't have a middle name. but i claim it to be fae  44. my favorite number is 123  45. les mis is my favorite play. i've seen it 8 times.  46. i do not understand a single thing in football. 47. i was a dancer for 8 years. and i secretly miss it a lot.  48. my favorite song at the moment is set fire to the rain by adele  49. i want to be a wedding photographer when i grow up.  50. joseph gordon leviett is my celebrity crush  51. i hate math more than any other subject.  52. i think i might go to utah state for college   53. i need to learn to go to bed earlier on school nights.  54. sunshine. no clouds. no wind. hot. glassy lake. = perfect weather  55. i aspire to be the funnest grandma ever. because my grandma is my hero.  56. my favorite snack is crackers or toast with a spread of cream cheese. and topped with sliced tomatos

there i did it. i'm sure none of you even read them all. and if you did.. good for you. hahaa

now you go. but you only have to do 7. cause i wont tag you 8 times (:
lindseykinseykatie

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Monday, October 10, 2011

if life were a movie

sometimes i compair this movie to my life.
sometimes there is a boy in my life. that is a bit like terry... they are similar in some ways.

and well i need an austin ames in my life

i haven't found him yet. but i will (:

you make my dreams (:

i'm in a good mood today (: a very good mood. and it may or may not be because of a boy.. okay it is.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

past. and. present.

past:
there used to be this boy i was quite smitten over. he lived across the street from me. and yes he was or i guess is my young woman leaders son. don't worry we came up with a code name so she wouldn't know i was in love with him. it was dartanion. don't ask why. it just was okay. well anyways. dartanion had a girl friend. or still does for all i know. her code name was butterfly. i'm not sure why.. i think it's cause my friend kylee said she looked like one. but that's not really the point. so i had spent a couple months secretly. actually not so secretly swooning over dartanion. and i decided i wanted to take him to morp. but remember my problem? yep butterfly. my friends told me i should ask him anyways. they don't take no for an answer. so i ask him. and obviously the girl friend makes him tell me no. so then i asked this other kid. but that's a another story. anyway. i kinda creepily would watch them from my window across the street. and i saw some pretty sketchy things. and that's where my crush ended. and then he graduated. moved out. and i haven't seen him since. and hadn't put much thought into it.

present:
i had a presidency meeting today. and so i walk across the street to my young woman leaders house. and i get to the door. and they motion me in. (there was a glass door so they could see me..) so i walk in. and there is a boy standing with his back to me. of course i just assumed it was his younger brother. and i almost even said hey _____ (i couldn't think of a code name for the brother.. sorry) then he turns around. and yep it's the old crush. i was taken by surprise.. i'd forgotten how cute he was. and i had butterflies. and i'm pretty sure i blushed as i said an awkward hey! and he totally noticed.. and i think his mom did too. hahaa i couldn't really focus the rest of the meeting. i was too into thought over dartanion... (it didn't help that he walked in the room like twice...)


yeah.. didn't see that one coming..

Saturday, October 8, 2011