a friend once wrote on facebook
hating yourself doesn't help.
thanks pal. i needed to hear that.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
once again i'm sorry
last post.. yeah it was a lie.. i still kinda like you quite a lot.. but i'm dying inside.. cause well you don't love me, like you did yesterday..
i saw this
on my friends blog. and well.. this is how i feel about this guy that i want so badly to get over. but he really does make me laugh. and i still get butterflies when i see him. no matter how upset or annoyed i am at him. i don't get sick of talking about him.. even if i'm mad and not saying the nicest things.. and everyone of my friends says he's not worth it. and yes he's always talking to some other girl.
and this song would be the story of my life.
i'm singing this in voice lessons. and my teacher yesterday. said.
"you know i finally understand this song. he's just the weight of her world. and she can't let go."
then i said. "yeah and he's kinda just a jerk.."
then she said.."and she knows it too! and she's not doing anything about it!!"
then it hit me. am i as pathetic as the girl in the song?
boys are dumb learn that young.
i saw this
every girl has that one boy that they'll never get over. that one guy who makes you laugh all the time. the one who gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name. the one who has his name written all over your heart. the one who you compare to everyone. the one you never get sick of talking about. the one everyone thinks you can do better than. the one you ask why her and not me. the one when you first saw him you knew you loved him. the one that in some way ends up not being yours.
on my friends blog. and well.. this is how i feel about this guy that i want so badly to get over. but he really does make me laugh. and i still get butterflies when i see him. no matter how upset or annoyed i am at him. i don't get sick of talking about him.. even if i'm mad and not saying the nicest things.. and everyone of my friends says he's not worth it. and yes he's always talking to some other girl.
and this song would be the story of my life.
i'm singing this in voice lessons. and my teacher yesterday. said.
"you know i finally understand this song. he's just the weight of her world. and she can't let go."
then i said. "yeah and he's kinda just a jerk.."
then she said.."and she knows it too! and she's not doing anything about it!!"
then it hit me. am i as pathetic as the girl in the song?
boys are dumb learn that young.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
the weirdest night of my life.. it's a big deal
have you ever seen the movie dumb and dumber?? well that movie is pretty much the story of me and my best friend.. hahaa especially last night. every possible crazy/spontaneous/insane thing happened last night.
don't believe me..? well here's what happened in a nutshell.
1. we made dinner. stroganoff to be exact
2. went stalking
3. went for a walk
4. walked around the track once at the high school
5. yogurt bliss. mmm yummy (:
6. walked around maceys.. but we didn't even see people we know..
7. receive spontaneous phone calls.
8. went stalking again...
9. had a nice chat with kinsey's mom
10. dropped kinsey's brother off at his friends house.
11. once again we went stalking
12. we tried to follow trevor.. but he followed us..
13. fill my car up with gas.. but the gas pump wouldn't work... hahaa it would only happen to me..
14. followed an ambulance
15. saw a fox.. i'm not kidding!!
16. got lost in lindon
17. picked up kinsey's brother.
18. tried to talk to jackson.. epic fail
19. drove on a scary dirt road.
20. drove through construction.. i'm still not sure if i was aloud to drive on that one dirt hill thingy.. hahaa
you probably are thinking this isn't that crazy/spontaneous/insane.
and i guess you just had to be there...
because this was the weirdest night of my life...
are you picking up what i'm throwing down?
Monday, August 15, 2011
are you happy now..?
well you did it. you made me like you.
but the thing is.. i almost wish i didn't.
could you just make up your mind...?
that would make my life a whole lot easier.
are you picking up what i'm throwing down?
love, bre
but the thing is.. i almost wish i didn't.
could you just make up your mind...?
that would make my life a whole lot easier.
are you picking up what i'm throwing down?
love, bre
Sunday, August 14, 2011
2011 park city bucket list
1: sleep out on the deck
we only were a little bit cold.. hahaa but hey it was so worth it.. maybe.. hahaa the one night there was a random baby crying at like one in the morning.. we could have possibly woke the poor thing up.. but still.. and then the night kinnah woke me up like three times.. cause she apparently heard something in the bushes.. hahaa i vaguely remember yelling at her to just go to bed.. hahahaa
2: stalk cute boys on main street
see that young man with the hat.. (the one inside the store.. not the ones outside...) he was the cutest one we found... and let's be real.. he wasn't even that cute.. it was quite a bummer..
3: make a random craft
(this one was a fail.. it went uncompleted..)
4: have a photo shoot
not some of the best pictures i've taken.. but whateves.. i'm mostly over it.. okay not really.. i need to step up my game..
5: go inside the boogie man's house
as you can see.. you go through the creeper door here.. and well in the pictures below.. you kinda see how creepy it is inside.. and how scared we were. umm can i just tell you it smelled like death in there.. yucky. the boogie man is in desperate need of a shower.. and some deep cleaning.. just saying. ohh and the picture of the three of us.. that would be my grandmas favorite picture. and i promise you i don't always look like a beast.. only most of the time.. and no we didn't pee our pants.. hahaa hannah came close though.. hahaa just kidding.
6: shop until we drop
six hours of shopping.. yuck. hahaa it was okay for the first two hours. then it just got a bit out of control..
7: call a boy on our contact lists.
umm yeah.. let's get this clear right now.. this was totally mckinnah's idea.. and let's just say.. this only made me feel like a loser.. hahahaa because the guy i selected.. didn't even answer.. ha and i love that my cousin that is three years younger than me has a boyfriend that she can call.. and i don't hahaa makes me feel pretty cool...
8: write all our friends letters and send them in the mail
this was my personal favorite (: i felt so old fashioned!! hahaa our aunts and grandma made fun of us cause we didn't know how to use the mail system.. but guess what. now we're pretty much professional at the whole letter thing. (: seeing as i wrote like 12 kinnah wrote like 10 and hannah wrote 8.
9: watch the help
okay everyone listen up. go see this movie. it is amazing. and i encourage you to all read the book too. if you haven't. it's pretty much a life changing experience. at least it was for me. i'm telling you this is definitely in my top ten favorite movies.. i love it!!!!
10: go to the cow store! because it's the best!
everyone must go to this store. (: it's pretty much the greatest thing e.v.e.r. i absolutely l.o.v.e this store!! but then again i am a bit obsessed with cows. don't ask me why. cause that's a whole other story that i don't really care to share at the moment.. hahaa
11: get shakes and/or ice cream
mmm ice cream!! and guess where we got it...? the cow store of course!!! mmm it was quite tasty. and yes ice cream did get all over my pants, face, hands, and camera. i'm a messy eater what can i say...?
12: make some kind of treat
oreos on a fork (: mmmmm don't even worry we went through 4 packages of oreos. 3 cool mint. 1 regular to be exact. (: and special thanks to taresa who bought us the cutest little forks. so we could eat the oreos the right way!
13: color
(another fail.. this didn't happen)
14: tan
(yep this was also a fail)
15: have a picnic
(this would also be a fail.. but lets be real we just didn't think that through... mckinnah.. ha we always go out to lunch.. how are we supposed to picnic..?)
16: go window shopping
someone please get me this hat for christmas... that would make my whole year.
(that was a joke)
17: watch a scary movie
(fail. although i still think that one robot movie that never ends was pretty creeptastic.. but whatever)
18: draw with chalk
we traced ourselves on the road. hahaa we even got aunt sarah and aunt heather to join in (: hahaa priceless!! and check out how yucky our feet got.. yeah i wanted to puke.. but hey mine aren't as bad as mckinnah's are.. and she was chilling in the road.
hahahaa and that was quite priceless.. she told me to tell her if a car came. so i thought hey i'll be funny and yell car!!! hahahaa i never saw someone freak out so much in my life.. hahaa
19: try stuff on in stores and take pictures
(fail.. we were so done with shopping that we were all butt hurt and in a bad mood.. hahaa)
20: sew
(i was really butt hurt that we didn't get to this one.. but there wasn't really room on the table.. and well we just were real busy..)
21: do sit ups at midnight thirty
( okay we always fell asleep right before this one could take place. but i did do 30 day shred with sarah! and we went on a 4 mile run (: )
22: paint nails
this one happened but the computer is making me mad and wont upload the dang picture
23: ride the trolly
we also rode the trolly and i had the cutest pictures. (stupid computer that won't let me upload my pictures.)
we only were a little bit cold.. hahaa but hey it was so worth it.. maybe.. hahaa the one night there was a random baby crying at like one in the morning.. we could have possibly woke the poor thing up.. but still.. and then the night kinnah woke me up like three times.. cause she apparently heard something in the bushes.. hahaa i vaguely remember yelling at her to just go to bed.. hahahaa
2: stalk cute boys on main street
3: make a random craft
(this one was a fail.. it went uncompleted..)
4: have a photo shoot
5: go inside the boogie man's house
as you can see.. you go through the creeper door here.. and well in the pictures below.. you kinda see how creepy it is inside.. and how scared we were. umm can i just tell you it smelled like death in there.. yucky. the boogie man is in desperate need of a shower.. and some deep cleaning.. just saying. ohh and the picture of the three of us.. that would be my grandmas favorite picture. and i promise you i don't always look like a beast.. only most of the time.. and no we didn't pee our pants.. hahaa hannah came close though.. hahaa just kidding.
6: shop until we drop
7: call a boy on our contact lists.
8: write all our friends letters and send them in the mail
this was my personal favorite (: i felt so old fashioned!! hahaa our aunts and grandma made fun of us cause we didn't know how to use the mail system.. but guess what. now we're pretty much professional at the whole letter thing. (: seeing as i wrote like 12 kinnah wrote like 10 and hannah wrote 8.
9: watch the help
10: go to the cow store! because it's the best!
11: get shakes and/or ice cream
12: make some kind of treat
13: color
(another fail.. this didn't happen)
14: tan
(yep this was also a fail)
15: have a picnic
(this would also be a fail.. but lets be real we just didn't think that through... mckinnah.. ha we always go out to lunch.. how are we supposed to picnic..?)
16: go window shopping
(that was a joke)
17: watch a scary movie
(fail. although i still think that one robot movie that never ends was pretty creeptastic.. but whatever)
18: draw with chalk
we traced ourselves on the road. hahaa we even got aunt sarah and aunt heather to join in (: hahaa priceless!! and check out how yucky our feet got.. yeah i wanted to puke.. but hey mine aren't as bad as mckinnah's are.. and she was chilling in the road.
hahahaa and that was quite priceless.. she told me to tell her if a car came. so i thought hey i'll be funny and yell car!!! hahahaa i never saw someone freak out so much in my life.. hahaa
19: try stuff on in stores and take pictures
(fail.. we were so done with shopping that we were all butt hurt and in a bad mood.. hahaa)
20: sew
(i was really butt hurt that we didn't get to this one.. but there wasn't really room on the table.. and well we just were real busy..)
21: do sit ups at midnight thirty
( okay we always fell asleep right before this one could take place. but i did do 30 day shred with sarah! and we went on a 4 mile run (: )
22: paint nails
this one happened but the computer is making me mad and wont upload the dang picture
23: ride the trolly
we also rode the trolly and i had the cutest pictures. (stupid computer that won't let me upload my pictures.)
Sunday, August 7, 2011
i miss my friends..
umm where the heck is lyndsie...?
corey and me (:
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