forget it!

life isn't about being perfect. life is about trying to get there. life is about living in the moment. it's about learning to dance in the rain. don't get caught up in the moment thinking you'll look stupid, because most likely you will look stupid. but who cares...? FORGET IT. stop looking out the window.. and just have fun (:

gravity

remember this guy well... i'd like to report that he's ancient history. but unfortunately  he isn't.  it would so happen that he's completely out of my life. and i'm okay with it. and then he decides to waltz back in. you would think that any other girl would just laugh, be angry, and say sorry pal you missed that train. but i guess i'm not any other girl. because when he came waltzing back in. i fell head over heels all over again. i am just saying i think i'm a complete idiot. there's nothing else to it. so please just pray for me.. so i can get out of this with some dignity.. hahaa i'm kidding.. but seriously i don't want to be that stupid silly lovestruck girl who's just gonna get her heart broken..

it's so patriotical

sometimes i go up to my best friends cabin (:
it was a party and a half times ten!

we only had a few minor injuries..

the injured 

1. kinsey- she almost got her finger severed off. we were just trying to put that couch in the trailer...
2.  bre- umm i got nailed by the swing.. i was just trying to be helpful to kinsey's cousin.. and in return he kicks it at me.. yeah my arm kills.
3. todd aka toff- almost broke his nose.. but hey it was his fault he had it coming!! he tried to scare me and kinsey and ended up getting smacked in the face with some cushions.. hahaa
4. mckoy- the poor kid got bit by a bug on the four wheeler ride.. 

we had a few epic experiences as well..

the experiences 

1. i went down the swing that's like fifteen feet tall
2. I ATE A FISH EYE!! (not a joke)
3. i ate a fish head
4. helped kinsey start a fire 
5. watched movies
6. went on four wheeler rides
7. rosted mallows 
8. saw bambi 
9. watched the boys fish 

so all i'm saying is thanks kinsey (: it was a blast!! even if you still think i was bored out of my mind. i will just tell you one more time I WAS NOT BORED.. hahaa i love you

ohh and special thanks to chief wannascalpia 

things i miss

1. mom
2. dad
3. denver
4. zebbie
5. my bed
6. friends
7. sulivan (car)
8. enzo (boat)
9. my room
10. kara, scott, will, and eli
11. home
12. BOYS
13. t-bone (dog)
14. cell service
15. radio... kinda...

well i guess i'm a bit homesick... but i'm still having fun out in the wilderness of nevada.

warning use at your own risk!

a toothbrush.. a harmless object. am i right? right! NO i'm wrong. something is seriously wrong with anyone who would argue that it is harmless. seeing that i now have a fat lip from one. yeah i know i struggle a bit more than the average person.. but it still could have happened to anyone! i'm just letting you all know that toothbrushes are dangerous!! use at your own risk!!

but really i do want everyone of you to use a toothbrush cause that is a little sketchy if you don't.. i mean that is soooo yucky when people do not brush their teeth. i'm just saying be careful when using them so you don't end up with a fat lip...

have you ever wondered why it's called a toothbrush? you don't just brush one tooth.. at least i would hope. but in most cases i assume people brush all their teeth.. so therefore shouldn't it be called a teethbrush?

anyway just one last thought. maybe it would help to turn your phone on silent so it doesn't go off and scare the crap out of you. making you jump a mile. therefore that would be the reason my toothbrush and or teethbrush happened to jam my lip into my tooth... but then again i do struggle more than the average person...

will i ever learn...?

i should have never got my hopes up. i should have listened to my gut feeling. but i wanted so badly for things to work out.. and possibly go back to how they used to be. i've probably been watching to many chick flicks and reading to many romances.. because they all end up having happy endings.. everything always works out.. stupid movies and books.. hahaa

roughing it in the wilderness

the car ride up (: hahaa fun stuff. please notice the pole on the left side. i got to know this pole quite well. it kept banging the window right in my ear. i almost went deaf.. okay not really. but one time it kinda tapped my shoulder.. and i thought it was a creeper man... hahaa

 just some of my favorite people (: did i mention that this picture was taken while we were supposed to be listening to devotional stuff... ohh well...

yes it looks like i'm wearing a bump it.. big deal..

 just partying (:

the white trash shade... hahaa

 talk about bad hair day...

we didn't know what was down there.. no one else did either.. just look at the spray painted wall.. so yeah we went down there (:

 sometimes i get cold.. so i wrap myself up like a burrito... hahaa

 nutella fight... obviously shelby won...

 sometimes we fight.. and i give her a bruise... sorry...

 is it just me or to i look like i could possibly be floating there..

ummm yeah yellow tent was by far the party tent (: just saying

i love girls camp (: