hmmm

sometimes i wonder if anyone ever reads this blog.
or if i'm just talking to no one.
which would result in me talking to myself.
that's cool.
unless that means i have like schizophrenia or something.

mostly confusion

boys are confusion. 

the end.

just like a kid on christmas

yesterday i went to the rodeo with my good friend tori. (:
i hadn't been to a rodeo... well since i was 8.
lame i know.
but i was so excited to go!
i honestly felt like a kid on christmas day!

obviously i didn't know anything about the rodeo.
so i had to ask tori a million and one questions.
she probably got sick of it.. hahaa
she was probably thinking. "man i wish this air head would just shut up!"

but while at the rodeo i couldn't help but think of my cousin taylor.
because the last rodeo i attended (when i was 8) she happened to be in it.
i remember her and her sister kenzie dressed me up like a cow girl.
and they put make up on me.
i remember feeling so cool!
i looked up to them soooo much!
and i still do.

anyways... the rodeo was a PaRtY aNd A hAlF tImEs TeN :)
just saying (:

and maybe i'll go again today... we'll see (:

heroes

on the way home from powell. 

our good friends got in a car wreck.

a guy pulled into their lane. and froze.

and to avoid hitting the car.

the dad of the family swerved around him.

but to there dismay. 

the boat came around next to their car.

they actually think it went threw their back window.

but then it flipped. 

the boat was totaled. 

but the miracle is. 

no one in the car even screamed. 

my brother who was in the car said he woke up and heard the boat hitting the pavement.

all seven people in the car walked away without any bumps or bruises. 

it boggles my mind how the car did not flip with the boat. 

but i am forever grateful. 

this family are my heroes. 

they lost a lot.

but they handled everything so well.

they were very calm.

dad was even cracking jokes.

i could only hope that if i was ever in their situation. 

i could handle it like they did.

i love this family.

i look up to them a lot.

they're amazing examples to me. 

there's something there

it's happened.
i've fallen for you all over again.
i get that tingly feeling when you look at me.
i get all excited when you talk to me.
i want you to notice me.

the only thing is.

you haven't fallen for me.

and  it's more than likely you won't ever fall for me.

we had our chance.

and that train has left.

is it time to board a new train?

or should i run ahead and get on the train at the next stop?

one day more

after the months and months of counting down.

it's finally just one day away. 

LAKE POWELL here i come (:

i'm so excited.

my best friend kinsey will be joining me.

i will get to wake surf for the first time of the season.

i'm going to get a smokin hot tan.

and hey who knows what else (:

all i can say is 

i cannot wait. 

(:

sun kissed skin

so here's the deal. i have a sunburn. this is probably the greatest thing since sliced bread. because that means my dearest friend the sun has come out to play (: this is a very exciting thing.

want to know why (:

i am going to get a tan.

i get to go boating.

i get to be outside all day.

i get to swim.

run in the sprinklers.

have camp outs.

color with chalk on the side walk.

i get to run outside without getting wet and/or cold.

and that's not even making a dent to the list.

thank you dear friend for coming out. this means i can finally start my summer. 

love, bre (: